Heyhooooo. Hello wello. Update again. Weheeeeeeee ^^ not too sad not too happy.
09112013 ; Happy Monthsary dear! Hopefully you will love me like the first time you fall in love with me. Ahakss :b Thank you for loving me ( yakaa juga?) hihi. I just love you. I just miss your hug too. I want it again again and again! You're part of my life. I'm begging you, Don't leave me don't hurt me. I still need you. We're in a big war which is spm examination. I promise I wont hurt you but don't makes my emotion unstable. Now, spm is number 1 in my life then you're number 2. Haaaaa.
I'm trying to be okay . I don't want talk too much hope too much cause i'm just tottally sad about what had happened between us yesterday. Nda sanggup aku mau rewrite what he said. I'm fuckin sad. Kelmarin kan aku baru bangun time acay say 'morning :*' aku balas ringkas bukan aku nda kisah. Aku baru bangun kan. Tapi dia terus ckp pasal putus. 2 kali sudah dia putuskan aku. Aku hanya mampu menahan air mata dan akhirnya mengalir dengan derasnya. Ngam ngam yel we chat aku. Aku apa lagi curhat habis sampai minta tolong lagi sama dia yang aku ndakmau break, dia bagi aku semangat utk pertahankan pujuk sampai jangan break. Aku cuba pertahankan tapi macam sia sia. Last last dia kata sampai lepas spm. Ndakpa laa. Aku ingat lagi time kami spend time 9/10/2013 time tuh acay ada cakap dia mau kasi tinggal aku lepas spm. Aku hanya diam jak sebab time tuh aku bahagia. Tapi? Sudah dirancang kan, mau di apa lagi. Mungkin kita bukan jodoh. Semoga saja kita berbahagia lagi pada 9/12/2013. Aku menyesal juga ndakda sms acay time hari Khamis. Menyesal sungguh. Ndakpalaaa kalau sekarang acay sudah ndak sayang aku. Anggap masih bersama sebab ndak mau spm terganggu. Ndak papa lah. Aku terima jak. Pada aku , air mataku sangat murah. Boleh mengalir bila bila masa jak. Aku terlalu sedih. Tolong bagi aku semangat. I just miss you and hug you tightly. I miss all of our stupid fight stupid jokes. Friends or strangers? If acay not mine I want him to my bff tell die. Will you? uhuksssss :3 fyi , i'm sad when I said iloveyou and you wont reply plus you ignore it. Huwaaaaaaaa fuckin damn sad. Don't worry ia God not wills we're not together too. But not now. K? Pleaseeee. I just hope that we will stay for a long long long time and forever maybe. But it was only just a dream I guess. Whatever happened I just let it be. I believe and trust faith. Maybe God has plan all of this for us. Of you don't love me anymore what can I do? Just warna say thank you and sorry for everythings. Okay la end here. Bha Fokus la utk your next paper. Kalau mau lupakan aku sekarang ndakpala lah :') ini dugaan ku :)))))))) bye.
Thanks siapa yang dengar aku curhat semalam. Thanks a lots. I'm fuckin sad. Bye.