Hai readers . as usual I'll updated by stupid story in this blog .
lets us sraight to the point . 11 days before PMR? don't worry only blog I'll updated , Facebook? no , not updated already. haha.
Do you see my entry is about what? haha. suspen? let me story.
Hmm I don't know already what I want to do since yesterday and today I know it is just small matter but I don't know why I keep on thinking about it. I think about it until crying crying crying and crying. see? how stupid I am. It is about me and him. actually we are bestfriends but I really really really don't know why right now we're not close each other already , hmmm :( I don't want this situation anymore , please . I don't want problem , sadness or whatever that can disrupt my studies since pmr just 11 days from today. I don't want to eat until now I not yet eat thinking of that matter. I don't care Im hungry feel sick or stress because in this moment I want all of this matter will be sattle I don't bother about my heatlh anymore . I just want we're back to normal,hppy together , share everythings. You are my friend I know you know that , fighting with boyfriend not too hurt but fighting or having misunderstanding with friends expecially bestfriends it is hurt too much . so sad , because friends is same as our family , we close each other , laughing sharing jokes together. Do you know all of that makes me happy ? I'm much much hurt when i see the person who I admire , love happy with his love. DO YOU KNOW ALL OF THAT? CAN YOU PLEASE UNDERSTAND ME? CAN YOU? :*( I'm crying when I see our text , It means a lot to me , I think I don't want text you anymore I scared you will tell our friends. Now my life full of sickness , sadness :( thats all that I can tell you. As you know I love you as my bestfriends not as my boyfriend . i admit I love you so much . ( as friends only since we are only friends) you know me well , you know my feeling , attitude why you can't understand me? Don't talk things that you're not sure that you can do it , expecially about heart & feelings. One more don't ever away whereever you see me , just come with me as usual , when you see me having problem come and be with me
I need you a lot in my life , even we're bestfriends just started this year. can you? need you always ! <3
I hope you read this .
those who hate we're close together , just get a life human ! dont care about us.
truly by,
edo :(